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Tuesday, May 30, 2006
to hans... why you're making things complicated right now? bkt kelangan magbigay ka ng hint na ako parin gusto mo mkasama ngyon..? dahil ba ndi nagwork out ung relationship nyo ni letlet? and dhil ndi nagwork out, you need someone and feeling mo nandun parin ako para maging saluhan mo...maging last resort mo? well, nagkakamali ka...kht sabihin mo sken na kya ndi kyo ok ni letlet ngyon dhil mern ka parin nararamdaman sken, wla ng epekto sken un eh..ive already fallen out of love with you after all youve done to me.. cnbe mo sken nung nagbreak tyo na kya mo gnwa un kc d mo na ko mahal at c let na mhal mo..bkt ngyon cnsbe mong ako parin mahal mo? labo mo rin eh...nwei, i dont care anymore pagkatapos mo ako lokohin at pagtabuyan when i was pleading to let us fix our relationship and give it a chance...sobrang kinalimutan ko sarili ko, pride ko at friends ko, para lng sayo then you have the bravery pa para gwin sken un...i know im saying harsh things right now pero d ko nman sinadyang maramdaman uli toh after what happened yesterday... you forced me...bkt kelangan lumapit lapit ka sken...hawakan ang kamay ko at even tried to kiss me when you know nman na ayoko because from the start lumalayo na ko...i was hurt sobra sa gnwa mo...because for me nabastos ako...feeling mo gusto ko parin ung gnwa mo? no tlga..and why do you have to be confident pa na i still have feelings for you and tinatago ko lng un..please dont be too confident...ive learned a lot from everything that happened to us...i admit nman na naging masaya tlga ako syo pero there are also times na ndi...na parang wla ka ng respeto sken and ayoko ng mangyre un..i want someone right now who will respect me and care for me..ilang beses na kitang pinatwad dti at tinanggap sa mga gnwa mong panloloko pero ano gnwa mo? gnwa mo parin at youre so confident na kala mo pagkatapos mong gawin un, may babalikan ka pa...sobra! that's enough na tlga! if you really love me, gaya ng sbe mo, let me be happy. set me free. and dont tell me na hindi ako magiging masaya...that's the hurtest thing na cnbe mo sken eh...HINDI AKO MAGIGING MASAYA???? who are you to tell me that? are you God??? you dont have the right! sinayang mo ung chance na maging friends tayo...kc right now takot na kong makita ka at bka kng ano pa gawin mo sken...as if i dont know you anymore na tlga...nakakatakot ka...when you asked me why im so cold to you, that's because that is what i really feel when i saw you and wag mo pilitin na mahal parin kta...For heaven's sake, let me be happy! Im happy now...sobra...and i also want you to be happy.. someone else deserves you..and maybe, d pa cya dumadating...you just have to wait..and ako rin nman, i deserve someone else then...please lets stop fighting because wla rin nman patutunguhan un eh...lets be friends for real pls? if there are problems, nandto lng nman ako as your friend, no more no less, to guide you..just like what im doing with gaze...maybe you can fix things with let..bka maayos nyo pa yan...sayang nman eh. if pwde pang ayusin, gawin mo na before its too late...i think she loves you so much...you're childhood sweethearts nman dba? and u told me before na nung nagkita ako after years, you felt something. then let that something be your guide. ako, i have special someone na right now..though friends lng kme, ok lng.. as long as im happy and he's happy being with me ok na ko dun...time will tell nlng wat will happen next.. im taking the risk right now. kng may patunguhan man kme o wla, ok lng....what matters most is the present. that we're happy with each other. just enjoy what we have right now...every second is precious, for me.... bsta lets just be happy with each other's life ok? im already moved on...im very happy na right now...let me be happy pls? i loved you before so i set you free and i want you to be happy even if with someone else. that's how much i have loved you before....i still care for you pa namn ngyon...but honestly, as a friend nlng tlga...kht pilitin ko sarili ko na may narramdaman parin ako...wla tlga eh......wla na tlga....that's because im inlove with someone else na tlga..so much inlove...im sorry hans....what you told me din nman is unbelievable..parang ndi nman tlga kc totoo. and kng totoo, thank you nlng and im sorry because i cant accept it anymore. im not mad with you...im just hurt with what you did to me yesterday but it will heal din nman in time...in a short time because alm mo nman d ako nagtatanim ng galit at ayoko ng may kaaway...ok? bsta goodluck nlng sa studies mo at with your dancing career. i know you can make it to the top kc kita ko nman dti hardships mo at dedication...thats all...until then.....
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