i asked for more when all i can have is a friend.
i gave my heart when all that is needed was my hand.
too bad i fell for someone i can never have...
someone who's willing to give me all but not LOVE... :(
i miss him sooo much na...y am i feeling this? mapride ako ngyon...ill just wait hanggang magparamdam cya..or bka ayaw na nya sken kya d na cya nagpaparamdam? narealize nya ngyon ayaw na nya sken at may nahanap na cyang mas maganda maging friend... ouch nman! :(( wag nman po sana.. think positive! busy lng cya! hahaha... think positive din...maganda ako! hahaha feeling!
namimiss ko na cya eh...anong ggwin ko? txt ko na ba? twagan ko na? ayaw! hintayin ko nlng cya...
ahmmm at some point naaalala ko na nman c hans...not him exactly but the thought of forcing him or someone to fix our/the relationship kht alm ko na rin sa puso ko na wla na tlgang pagasa. ang issue ko lng dun, if magmamahal ako gusto ko once lng. pero now i know na someone else deserves my love, care, effort and everything. and hope he's coming na because i want to show him na my love. naaalala ko ung point na dumating samen na wla na tlga cya nararamdaman sken at pinipilit ko cyang ayusin nmen un..ive learned from there na kng ayaw na syo, wag mo na pilitin. mahirap tlga pilitin ang ayaw. thats what i always say to myself ngyon. though uve given up all your efforts kng ayaw na tlga, wag ng pilitin. maganda ako noh?! maraming guys jan! hahaha joke..pero alm ko nman din kc pakiramdam ng pinilipit. d maganda. nakakairita. nakakainis. one thing's for sure right now, im ready to fall in love again and im definitely sure na im over hans na tlga. super sure. my feelings for hans is just platonic na. but ill always treasure everything we had together. im not mad with him. definitely no negative feelings and thoughts. kht the relationship ended up not good tlga..haha. d ko ugali kc magtanim ng galit. d mganda. if God always forgives us khit sobrang laki nito, panu pa kya tayo dba? just forgive and forget. start a new life. you deserve it. i deserve it. life is short. kya enjoy nten what God has given us. If He takes aways something important to you, He will definitely replace it with much better one. Ive really learned a lot now, from friends and from myself na din. I just wish him the happiness he's looking for and success with his chosen career and his passion for dancing and good health kc sakitin un eh. until now, im still supporting him nman with his dancing and chuva (sa isip lng at puso...hahaha) bsta kung san cya happy, happy na rin ako. totoo yan ah! wlang plastican...heheh. sana maging happy din nman cya sken...hahahah! sana dba may love life na rin ako...d nman sa minamadali ko...gustong gusto lng tlga na magkaron na..haha. i want to have an inspiration na eh. ung tipong paggising mo ng umaga, may txt na cya syo. at alm mong may nagmamahal syo..haaay sarap lng kc ung kinikilig eh..hehe landi ba?! nwei ayoko na sabihin lhat. d kc matatapos toh eh..
my guy...please dumating kna.... :P
--damn! i give up! tnxt ko na cya... kakahiya....nlulungkot na kc ako eh..haayy ayoko na....
i gave my heart when all that is needed was my hand.
too bad i fell for someone i can never have...
someone who's willing to give me all but not LOVE... :(
i miss him sooo much na...y am i feeling this? mapride ako ngyon...ill just wait hanggang magparamdam cya..or bka ayaw na nya sken kya d na cya nagpaparamdam? narealize nya ngyon ayaw na nya sken at may nahanap na cyang mas maganda maging friend... ouch nman! :(( wag nman po sana.. think positive! busy lng cya! hahaha... think positive din...maganda ako! hahaha feeling!
namimiss ko na cya eh...anong ggwin ko? txt ko na ba? twagan ko na? ayaw! hintayin ko nlng cya...
ahmmm at some point naaalala ko na nman c hans...not him exactly but the thought of forcing him or someone to fix our/the relationship kht alm ko na rin sa puso ko na wla na tlgang pagasa. ang issue ko lng dun, if magmamahal ako gusto ko once lng. pero now i know na someone else deserves my love, care, effort and everything. and hope he's coming na because i want to show him na my love. naaalala ko ung point na dumating samen na wla na tlga cya nararamdaman sken at pinipilit ko cyang ayusin nmen un..ive learned from there na kng ayaw na syo, wag mo na pilitin. mahirap tlga pilitin ang ayaw. thats what i always say to myself ngyon. though uve given up all your efforts kng ayaw na tlga, wag ng pilitin. maganda ako noh?! maraming guys jan! hahaha joke..pero alm ko nman din kc pakiramdam ng pinilipit. d maganda. nakakairita. nakakainis. one thing's for sure right now, im ready to fall in love again and im definitely sure na im over hans na tlga. super sure. my feelings for hans is just platonic na. but ill always treasure everything we had together. im not mad with him. definitely no negative feelings and thoughts. kht the relationship ended up not good tlga..haha. d ko ugali kc magtanim ng galit. d mganda. if God always forgives us khit sobrang laki nito, panu pa kya tayo dba? just forgive and forget. start a new life. you deserve it. i deserve it. life is short. kya enjoy nten what God has given us. If He takes aways something important to you, He will definitely replace it with much better one. Ive really learned a lot now, from friends and from myself na din. I just wish him the happiness he's looking for and success with his chosen career and his passion for dancing and good health kc sakitin un eh. until now, im still supporting him nman with his dancing and chuva (sa isip lng at puso...hahaha) bsta kung san cya happy, happy na rin ako. totoo yan ah! wlang plastican...heheh. sana maging happy din nman cya sken...hahahah! sana dba may love life na rin ako...d nman sa minamadali ko...gustong gusto lng tlga na magkaron na..haha. i want to have an inspiration na eh. ung tipong paggising mo ng umaga, may txt na cya syo. at alm mong may nagmamahal syo..haaay sarap lng kc ung kinikilig eh..hehe landi ba?! nwei ayoko na sabihin lhat. d kc matatapos toh eh..
my guy...please dumating kna.... :P
--damn! i give up! tnxt ko na cya... kakahiya....nlulungkot na kc ako eh..haayy ayoko na....
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well.. gnon tlga life. i just hope na wla na tlga kay hans.
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