to hans... why you're making things complicated right now? bkt kelangan magbigay ka ng hint na ako parin gusto mo mkasama ngyon..? dahil ba ndi nagwork out ung relationship nyo ni letlet? and dhil ndi nagwork out, you need someone and feeling mo nandun parin ako para maging saluhan mo...maging last resort mo? well, nagkakamali ka...kht sabihin mo sken na kya ndi kyo ok ni letlet ngyon dhil mern ka parin nararamdaman sken, wla ng epekto sken un eh..ive already fallen out of love with you after all youve done to me.. cnbe mo sken nung nagbreak tyo na kya mo gnwa un kc d mo na ko mahal at c let na mhal mo..bkt ngyon cnsbe mong ako parin mahal mo? labo mo rin eh...nwei, i dont care anymore pagkatapos mo ako lokohin at pagtabuyan when i was pleading to let us fix our relationship and give it a chance...sobrang kinalimutan ko sarili ko, pride ko at friends ko, para lng sayo then you have the bravery pa para gwin sken un...i know im saying harsh things right now pero d ko nman sinadyang maramdaman uli toh after what happened yesterday... you forced me...bkt kelangan lumapit lapit ka sken...hawakan ang kamay ko at even tried to kiss me when you know nman na ayoko because from the start lumalayo na ko...i was hurt sobra sa gnwa mo...because for me nabastos ako...feeling mo gusto ko parin ung gnwa mo? no tlga..and why do you have to be confident pa na i still have feelings for you and tinatago ko lng un..please dont be too confident...ive learned a lot from everything that happened to us...i admit nman na naging masaya tlga ako syo pero there are also times na ndi...na parang wla ka ng respeto sken and ayoko ng mangyre un..i want someone right now who will respect me and care for me..ilang beses na kitang pinatwad dti at tinanggap sa mga gnwa mong panloloko pero ano gnwa mo? gnwa mo parin at youre so confident na kala mo pagkatapos mong gawin un, may babalikan ka pa...sobra! that's enough na tlga! if you really love me, gaya ng sbe mo, let me be happy. set me free. and dont tell me na hindi ako magiging masaya...that's the hurtest thing na cnbe mo sken eh...HINDI AKO MAGIGING MASAYA???? who are you to tell me that? are you God??? you dont have the right! sinayang mo ung chance na maging friends tayo...kc right now takot na kong makita ka at bka kng ano pa gawin mo sken...as if i dont know you anymore na tlga...nakakatakot ka...when you asked me why im so cold to you, that's because that is what i really feel when i saw you and wag mo pilitin na mahal parin kta...For heaven's sake, let me be happy! Im happy now...sobra...and i also want you to be happy.. someone else deserves you..and maybe, d pa cya dumadating...you just have to wait..and ako rin nman, i deserve someone else then...please lets stop fighting because wla rin nman patutunguhan un eh...lets be friends for real pls? if there are problems, nandto lng nman ako as your friend, no more no less, to guide you..just like what im doing with gaze...maybe you can fix things with let..bka maayos nyo pa yan...sayang nman eh. if pwde pang ayusin, gawin mo na before its too late...i think she loves you so much...you're childhood sweethearts nman dba? and u told me before na nung nagkita ako after years, you felt something. then let that something be your guide. ako, i have special someone na right now..though friends lng kme, ok lng.. as long as im happy and he's happy being with me ok na ko dun...time will tell nlng wat will happen next.. im taking the risk right now. kng may patunguhan man kme o wla, ok lng....what matters most is the present. that we're happy with each other. just enjoy what we have right now...every second is precious, for me.... bsta lets just be happy with each other's life ok? im already moved on...im very happy na right now...let me be happy pls? i loved you before so i set you free and i want you to be happy even if with someone else. that's how much i have loved you before....i still care for you pa namn ngyon...but honestly, as a friend nlng tlga...kht pilitin ko sarili ko na may narramdaman parin ako...wla tlga eh......wla na tlga....that's because im inlove with someone else na tlga..so much inlove...im sorry hans....what you told me din nman is unbelievable..parang ndi nman tlga kc totoo. and kng totoo, thank you nlng and im sorry because i cant accept it anymore. im not mad with you...im just hurt with what you did to me yesterday but it will heal din nman in time...in a short time because alm mo nman d ako nagtatanim ng galit at ayoko ng may kaaway...ok? bsta goodluck nlng sa studies mo at with your dancing career. i know you can make it to the top kc kita ko nman dti hardships mo at dedication...thats all...until then.....

may 25, 2006 - am

Hay ngyon ko lng narealize, i dont want to be a drama princess anymore. puro drama sa buhay...gusto ko nman masaya, exciting! pero panu nman mangyyre un? cyempre i need my friends and i need someone cyempre...hahaha hanapan nyo nman ako! ok lng cute and gwapo..hahaha pwde na rin sken un..mapagttiyagan..hehe joke joke!

happy thoughts nman this time...well sarap pla ng feeling ng naiinlove uli. i think im in love...i think lng nman...parang its a brand new you! refresh na refresh ang feeling...especially when the one you love is being so sweet to you. sending you sweet messages...haaay tlga...i think love is in my air right now...love that i hope will never last. ngyon lng uli nangyre sken toh eh...i love listening to love songs again...day dreaming haha d nman msama eh..blooming nga daw ako sbe ng boss ko dto..well cyempre kelangan lge ako maganda..hay hirap tlga magpaganda kht maganda na...feeling!cya nlng lge naiicp ko...always looking forward to see him and be with him.how i wish he knows what i feel so that alm ko na rin kng ano ba tlga kme..friends?? i dunno...right now, im not thinking negative...just think positive!!!! his text messages, ohh so sweet tlga! sana sincere noh? i think so nman... ok cya eh as a whole.. his physical looks, personality, attitude as far as i know him and from what i can see he's very close to his family especially his sisters..importante un kc dba he knows how to respect a gurl..alm nya feeling ng binabastos ang gurl kc may kapatid cya..he's protective to his sister sa pagkakakita ko...malaking wish ko lng, sana he also likes me and we'll be much closer...kc why make such efforts dba kung friends lng ang pakay??? hay nagfeeling na nman ako....hehehe nwei, bsta happy ako...super duper very much happy right now with him and sana vice versa... just enjoy the moments... :)) and d ako papayag na mwla cya sken..not now when im enjoying myself with him and that im already feeling something for him...

hayy ewan ko dn ba bkt nya ko lge inaasar...mukha ko...itsura ko...height ko..lalng..ok lng nman height ko eh kc given na un :) kso pag itsura ko na pinapansin nya, mdj nkakapikon kc ayko gngnon itsura ko kc nacconscious na nga ako sa mukha ko dinadagdagan pa nya...feeling ko tuloy sobrang panget na panget na panget ko..at ayoko po ng gnung feeling...nbabawasan self confidence ko...pero minsan nakikiride nlng ako...d ako kj para mapikon nlng agd. asaran kung asaran kc aasarin ko rin cya wid his past and everything...hahaha...kahapon, joke ko cya, kumakain kc kme sa mcdo then sbe ko parang nkita ko ex nya...d naniwla???asar...tpos cya hirit nya...nkita din daw nya c hans...nagbbreak dance daw sa 'lata' ata ung term nya eh..hahaha! in a way, parang c benedict ung personality nya...personality na gusto ko...yihee! pero ung voice nya tlga ang kakaiba...parang lgeng mahinahon...na parng d nagagalit..na feeling ko pag ako ksma nya...ang daldal ng dating ko na nakakairita ung boses compared to him na kng magsasalita lng, ang hinahon! haha kkhiya tuloy...then naalala ko lng nung nagppicture kme sa fud choices...grbe ayaw umayos sa picture...kng ano ano gngwa sa mukha..kainis tlga! :) tas grbe lalng..hahaha..tas ano pla...pinakita nya sken ung pictures nila sa office...hay nku grbe ang posing! parang macho dancer na ewan na parang bading...lakas ng trip..saktong nkapink polo pa cya..d kya bading cya???haha tas eto pa pla! nagtime zone kme...laro cya stackers...sayang 1 bar nlng eh! sayang tlga! gusto ko pa nman ung tigger...tas naglaro din kme ng house of the dead..ung baril baril...dinaig ako grbe! dinaig ako magreact kc cya tipong napapasigaw pa at tumatayo sa upuan.d nman cya masyado nagenjoy at nacarried away dba? hahaha tas ngbasketball kme..grbe sa tagal ko ng naglalaro ng ganon doon, ngyon lng ako na zero..as in zero! kainis..cgro kya gnon kc wlang practice..ngyon nlng kc uli ako naglaro ng gnon after ng break up...hehe..pero saya saya saya saya tlga..enjoy na enjoy...gusto ko nga cya isama kng pwde cya sa star city..kso bka ayaw nila mich...lalng! kng pwde lng nman cya at kng gusto nla mich...nwei, nakwento ko na lhat..sana d ikwento sa iba.hahahah

pahabol, sbe daw ng mga friends nya mukha daw ako masungit.... :( pero sbe nman nya harmless nman daw ako....haha..issue ko lng, mukha ba tlga akong masungit? anong pwde kng baguhin sa mukha ko para d ako magmukhang masungit??? ayko ung gnon eh..kya wlang lumalapit eh..friendly nman ako ah! minsan mahilig lng mangbara...at mang asar...hehe pero mabait nman ako noh! d ako nangangagat...nananampal lng..joke!

hope this wont be the last time that im gonna tell our happy and unforgettable moments together..sana marami png dumating... :))

lapit na pla birthday ko...cno cno ka makakaalala??? hmmmm...sana mern nman kht papanu dba? dba?sana maging masaya birthday ko...maging sobrang memorable...i want at least one of my birthday celebs to be very memorable. with friends and loved one (kng mern dba?)..at iba cyempre ung sa family..treat ko cla..hehe first bday ko kc toh na may work na ko eh..dpat lng treat ko cla noh....looking forward on my bday...wish ko lng on that day, maging msaya ako..bday wish? madami...ayaw sbhin..bka maudlot.. :P

may 25 - 3:32 pm
bored again..im just waiting for the user testing of the system i made. mdj kinakabahan pero d yan...wla nman errors eh. :P and im also waiting for something...im waiting for him to call me up. hehe grbe miss ko na agad.. ano ba tong narramdaman ko? abnormal na ata eh. or super lng tlga ung narramdaman ko na kht sa sarili ko d ko mapaniwlaan. naicp ko lng bigla bka friend lng tlga treatment nya sken... :(( nwei well eto kanta kanta nlng para d antukin..kakaantok araw eh. kakatamad. nwei, wish me luck tomorrow..bsta wish me luck! bless me God..im listening Especially for You of MYMP right now.. ahmmmm especially for him??hehe...wla na masbe..speechless na bigla..ngiti nlng :)

may 29 – 1:00 pm
hay hope we can be more than friends…..hay uli...hope for what's best for me nlng.. what's really meant for me...come what may...

kdramahan sa buhay...

i asked for more when all i can have is a friend.
i gave my heart when all that is needed was my hand.
too bad i fell for someone i can never have...
someone who's willing to give me all but not LOVE... :(

i miss him sooo much na...y am i feeling this? mapride ako ngyon...ill just wait hanggang magparamdam cya..or bka ayaw na nya sken kya d na cya nagpaparamdam? narealize nya ngyon ayaw na nya sken at may nahanap na cyang mas maganda maging friend... ouch nman! :(( wag nman po sana.. think positive! busy lng cya! hahaha... think positive din...maganda ako! hahaha feeling!

namimiss ko na cya eh...anong ggwin ko? txt ko na ba? twagan ko na? ayaw! hintayin ko nlng cya...

ahmmm at some point naaalala ko na nman c hans...not him exactly but the thought of forcing him or someone to fix our/the relationship kht alm ko na rin sa puso ko na wla na tlgang pagasa. ang issue ko lng dun, if magmamahal ako gusto ko once lng. pero now i know na someone else deserves my love, care, effort and everything. and hope he's coming na because i want to show him na my love. naaalala ko ung point na dumating samen na wla na tlga cya nararamdaman sken at pinipilit ko cyang ayusin nmen un..ive learned from there na kng ayaw na syo, wag mo na pilitin. mahirap tlga pilitin ang ayaw. thats what i always say to myself ngyon. though uve given up all your efforts kng ayaw na tlga, wag ng pilitin. maganda ako noh?! maraming guys jan! hahaha joke..pero alm ko nman din kc pakiramdam ng pinilipit. d maganda. nakakairita. nakakainis. one thing's for sure right now, im ready to fall in love again and im definitely sure na im over hans na tlga. super sure. my feelings for hans is just platonic na. but ill always treasure everything we had together. im not mad with him. definitely no negative feelings and thoughts. kht the relationship ended up not good tlga..haha. d ko ugali kc magtanim ng galit. d mganda. if God always forgives us khit sobrang laki nito, panu pa kya tayo dba? just forgive and forget. start a new life. you deserve it. i deserve it. life is short. kya enjoy nten what God has given us. If He takes aways something important to you, He will definitely replace it with much better one. Ive really learned a lot now, from friends and from myself na din. I just wish him the happiness he's looking for and success with his chosen career and his passion for dancing and good health kc sakitin un eh. until now, im still supporting him nman with his dancing and chuva (sa isip lng at puso...hahaha) bsta kung san cya happy, happy na rin ako. totoo yan ah! wlang plastican...heheh. sana maging happy din nman cya sken...hahahah! sana dba may love life na rin ako...d nman sa minamadali ko...gustong gusto lng tlga na magkaron na..haha. i want to have an inspiration na eh. ung tipong paggising mo ng umaga, may txt na cya syo. at alm mong may nagmamahal syo..haaay sarap lng kc ung kinikilig eh..hehe landi ba?! nwei ayoko na sabihin lhat. d kc matatapos toh eh..

my guy...please dumating kna.... :P

--damn! i give up! tnxt ko na cya... kakahiya....nlulungkot na kc ako eh..haayy ayoko na....

Shit! Ayoko na...Im being to fall for someone whose feelings for me are undetermined. Are we just friends? or can we be more than friends? Is it normal for a friend, especially if we've just known for quite some time, to say he misses me so much and sends mushy quotes? that he will always be here for me to protect me? that he's being so gentleman? that he always calls and texts me? He also said that he'll fight for me until the end. And no one cud ever take me away from him...And now that we're friends, he said he's building my trust for us to get closer. what do these all mean? Damn... Pls give me hints. I dont want to get hurt again. Want more?? He also said he dont want to lose me and he'll spend the rest of his life knowing every part of me...oh that was so sweet! But before he said that, he first mentioned that im one of his most treasured friend. Im one of ur most treasured friend but why are you saying those things??? You're doing things that making me like you...even more, fall for you. Why do you have to play safe?

Read these lines then tell me what you think... aside from what ive mentioned awhile ago..
."I know Ive wasted so much time before. For not letting myself be closer to you. That's the part of my life that i regret the most. Now I have my whole time to be closer to you."

"Sino ka sken? Genevieve is onw of my most treasured friend." (my comment---DAMN IT!) "I will fight for her til the end. I dont wana lose her and i will spend the rest of my life knowing every part of hers. " --last line of this statement hits me the most coz that was so sweeeet! no person ever told me that.

Sweet mo nmang friend kng ganon nga...

If you have other intentions other than being friends, please please tell me now pls? Or if its just only friendship..then tell me now also..Im in so much difficulty right now. Why is it that when Im already ready to fall in love, the guy that I want doesnt want me? Am i difficult to love?

Also, why do you have to deal with me that we will never talked about our past? Why not? DBA????All im sure of right now is that im feeling something and im helping myself to stop it because i dont want to get hurt. But while im doing it, youre also doing things that make me continue what im feeling for you. Please if its only friendship, tell me nman pls? Or if there's something beside those actions, then please make it faster. because im so confused now! Super! Bagal mo namn if ever mern nga tlga.. Hahaha!

On the bright side, I really enjoyed your company last friday. Thanks for watching Over the Hedge with me though you're not that interested with movies like that. Thanks for staying with me until past 10 and just talked about nothing. Thanks for taking pictures with me.. Thanks for playing with me at Timezone though you're not playing those things before. Thanks for the food.. Pinapataba mo ako kc big serving or size lage binibili mo. Wish we could do that again and never ka magsawa being with me kahit friends lng. :( but hope we'll get closer even more. And i hope your intentions with me are true and sincere. And that everything you said came from your heart. Thanks for coming into my life. I will never ever regret it. Thanks for always making me smile. Thanks k_______... :)

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May 16, 2006 - Lunch at Mcdo Paseo Center. Happy nman..Im beginning to feel something but Im not sure if its right and if Im gonna continue this because maybe wlalng namn sa knya toh.. So right now, Im just enjoying his company.. And Im liking it. May 17, 2006 10:30 AM - Me, Gaze and Aileen went out. Eat lang sa Greenbelt, Krocodile. Sayang d kme nkapanood ng movie. Tgal ko na d nkapanood eh. Then as usual, picture picture..Hehe. One of the things tlga na we all enjoy doing together is taking pictures of ourselves..Well, at least enjoy nman eh.. Also someone, all of a sudden ask me out. Im not expecting it because we havent seen each other for years, we havent even talked. He asked me if un nga gusto ko daw lumabas tom, which is today, May 18. I didnt reply. Then he called. Btw, we call him 'wetchick'.. I dunno if lalabas ako ksma cya because there's a funny thing that happened before na parang sobrang nkakatawa na kng mangyyre uli eh..All of my friends knew that thing. sobrang hahaha tlga.. At ayoko ng mangyre un noh! :P Then im not sure then if sasama ako sa knya kc may plan today or tomorrow na lalabas ako with someone else. Not sure nga lng kng tuloy. Pero honestly, Mas gusto ko sumama sa knya eh. D ko alm bkt. Hay promise im just enjoying myself right now. Pero honestly din, i hate to admit it i like him na...Errrh! Not sure of his true intentions tlga kc eh kya right now im just sticking to liking him muna and not going forward na muna.. Mabilis na nman un eh..Hehehe.. Enjoy enjoy lng muna... :P

12:05 PM - Just finished talking with him on the fone...ok kc we were able to open up our past and other personal stuff but all of a sudden, i felt a bit of sadness. There's this something he said to me na parang nalungkot ako bigla. I cant say which one of the things he said that make me say to myself na...'hay, gusto ba tlga nya ako o ndi? friend lng ba or sister turing nya sken?' hay at the same time may mga cnsbe din cya na mas lalong nagpapagulo sa iniicp ko..today ive learned na wag kang maghahanap o maghihintay dahil darating na lng cya if he's really meant for you. now i realized na there are still guys na seryoso at mpagkakatiwalaan. im just so sad and confuse right now... i like him kc. bkt ba kc ung taong gusto mo, ayaw syo or d malaman ung totoong intentions syo??? hay gusto ko manood ng movie para mkalimutan ko muna toh..isip kc ng isip d nman kelangan icpin.. hehehehe!

not in the mood...

i want to know the truth.. but i cant ask him.. its too awkward. in the first place, who am i to ask that question? im just wondering why he's treating me like this... is there something behind that actions? or just nothing... just flirting with me.. eerrrr i dont like flirty people. why cant they just be themselves? why are there people like that? do they find satisfaction while flirting? on the other hand, maybe what im thinking is not true. maybe im just too paranoid and i dont want to happen the things that happened to me in the past. im just afraid. scared actually... thats why im so pissed off with him right now because i really dont know what his real intentions are. tpos sakto tumawag pa cya..err! honestly, im so jealous with the one i saw in his friendster. the first thing that popped out of my mind is "ang flirt mo!kinakapatid ba ng ganito?liar!!!" but who am i to say that dba? we're just friends i think. i dont have the right din nman to let him explain that. kapal ko nman un sobra! and im not like that...the truth is i just like him thats why im feeling this. im just carried away with my feelings. but i know i dont have the right namn dba? thats why....i dont know if im gonna stop or continue with what im feeling...coz i dont want to let this feeling grow if its not right.. ako lng masasaktan...not him. i need to think about this as soon as possible.....

Nice lunch..

i really enjoyed my lunch today.. enjoy kc ung kasama ko.mdj conscious nga lng ako onti. but i really like and very much enjoy his company kht ngyon lng tlga kme naguusap ng ganito..
come what may.... :p

Constantly

Constantly, you’re on my mind
Thinking about you all the time
I can’t sleep no matter what I do
I just keep on thinking ‘bout you

its getting deeper and i cant stop it.. tell me what would i do.. will i stop or continue? coz i dont want to assume.. and i dont know to get hurt again.. im getting confused.. is it just pure admiration or will it go forward from there?

wat is dis im feeling?
i just cant explain.....

happy day..

kainis sarado ayala ave..sa tapat pa ng building nmen tlga. layo tuloy nilakad ko. makati day pla ngyon hehe..nwei, saya saya nung sat.kukulit!congrats pla uli k mich at thanks sa libre hehe...congrats din k aileen kc first time dw naging wasted ng gnon..hehe.sana maulit uli at sana kasama na c she dun. picture galore kme. parang mga probinsyana kc ung mga kasama ko nkainom na. buti ako matino tino pa. kht nasa gitna ng daan sa glorietta, hhinto nlng bigla para magpicture! mga timang tlga, wasted sobra. tpos first time din kc na may nagpakilala saken, samen. kc nga nman ngyon ngyon lng ako nakakapunta sa ganon. mga bolero, mga pacute, d nman cute. hahahaha! mas masaya sana kng d kme agad umuwi. aga pa kc eh. c mich kc kelangan na umuwi. bitin tlga! nxt tym ah! never ko naexperience toh. ngyon lng kc, ngyon kht anong gawin ko pwde, wlang tututol, at d na kelangan png magpaalam. sana sa bday ko nandun c she para complete kme. dba? lapit na bday ko eh. at least kht cla ng makaalala at makasama ko ok na ko. ung iba kc d nman nla naalala bday ko at ung iba galit ata sken kaya cyempre d ko nman cla pwde invite. hehe nagdrama na nman ako. gift ko ah! bawal walang gift.. :P nwei, sakto nung nkauwi ako sa haus, may nagtxt sken. mas sumaya tuloy ako. hehe. tgal kong ktxt, naubos load ko. hehe. sana tuloy tuloy na ung ganon. wla nman msma eh. :P just want to mark the date, may 6, 2006. and may 3, 2006 i saw mikko sa g4. wearing yellow polo at ganon parin itsura. basang sisiw. jk. makakalimutin kc ako eh.

saya saya ko today..sobra!cant explain..lalng...

Incomplete

labo ko nman...knina masaya ako ngyon feeling ko sobrang kulang kulang buhay ko.i know to myself na ok na ko pero bkit may mga times parin like now na sobrang nalulungkot ako. bkt pa kc kelangan may point na gnito na naiicp mo ung past eh...bkt naging sobrang tanga ako? sbe nila matalino ako pero bkt wen it comes to this matter, ang tanga tanga ko. i feel so incomplete right now. i need someone who will take care of me, show me his love and attention. i feel so alone. feeling ko im just pretending to be happy lng eh by enjoying myself, keeping busy, going out with friends and shopping pero there's still this side of me na hindi ko maintindihan. but im sure na tlga na i got over him na. right now, i really just need someone who will love me and will never hurt me like that and respect me and accept me for who i am and what i can only offer him. bkt ung iba jan dme dme nanliligaw na knila, bkt ako wla...ganon na ba ako kapanget at d approachable tignan? im being friendly na nga eh. maybe d pa right time pero sana dumating na, sana malapit na. sana bukas na. sorry nagiging tanga na nman ako ngyon. i know i dont deserve what im feeling right now. d ko nalng isipin. isipin ko lng magkikita kme tom ng friends ko. masaya un kc gigimik kme. hay life tlga. i just thankful nanjan c Lord para patibayin loob ko. thank you po!

The human philosophy:

"Why do we always reject those who love us
and love someone who doesn't love us in the first place?

Answer:
"unconsciously we enjoy being hurt..."

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God will never leave you empty
He will always replace whatever you've lost
If He ask you to put something down
Its because He wants you to pick up something BETTER..

To my friends

I cant explain how happy I am right now. Though God took someone/something really important away from me, He makes sure that He will replace whatever uve lost with something better. Im not saying that Ive already found the guy God has destined for me (kc wla pa..at hindi ako naghahanap.) but He never stops from showering me with so much blessings right now,so many opportunities and so many friends who really cares for me. Im really blessed to have them khit na nawala ako sa knila dti because of a guy, nanjan parin cla ngyon para sken. Kht pinagpalit ko sila dti sa knya. That's what you call true friends, always there for you no matter what happens. Thanks so much to mich na nanjan parati, darating siya agad isang text ko lang, same with aileen and gaze, na samahan ako khit kain lng ng dinner at usap lng and to she na kahit malayo, nagbibigay parin ng advice for my own sake. ttxt at ttwagan pa ako nyan! Ganyan tlga pagfriends. If you have problems naman, nanjan din ako para sa inyo to listen. d nga lng marunong magadvice ng sobrang ganda. I really thank God that I met you from the very first day of our class in APC. at nakakasama ko parin kyo until now. Friends for life ok? Pretty gurls flock together tlga....hahahaha! PLs pray for me na rin sa pnupursue ko ngyon...Alm mo na un mich at she...dba nagaapply ako ngyon?Given the chance, I really wont let opportunity just passed by me. Grab ko na agd un...Kaya pls pray for me friends.nwei, wag na pagusapan bka maudlot. To mich, at last ggraduate kna...Congratulations! And good luck sayo.. To my friends, i love you all so much, same with arman and lester. Naalala ko lng nung may problem ako, I went to Globe (nagiintern c mich and lester there during that time). While waiting for mich, nandun c lester. Touched lng ako kc nandun ka, giving me advices and comforting me. Thanks so much. You're a real friend tlga. Miss you! That's all of my kadramahan..I just hope someone is really destined for me who Ill be with for the rest of my life. For that someone, hanapin mo na ko. Naghihintay lng ako. Sana gwapo ka...hehehe baliw. gtg!

At last....

hay at last may blog na ko...nasa circulation na ko ninyo mich, aileen at she...since its an online diary, pwde ko sabihin lhat. hay kaboring dto sa office. gusto ko na lumipat.mabago nman mga taong nsa paligid ko at para i could meet someone nman. dto kc wla eh..ung crush ko dto dti wla na, nagresign na. miss ko na friends ko. c mich, aileen, gaze at she. sana makalabas tyo uli. hehe pti cyempre c arman miss ko na at c lester na long hair na at daddy na.i miss those days tlga, magkakasama tyong lhat. wlang problema. sana totoong papakilala sken ni she ung cousin nya. gwapo daw eh! at tga ibm pa..i wonder anong itsura nya.. d nga binanggit ni she ung name eh.

sobrang stressed out ako today.napagod ako sa lakad nmen ni mich kahapon. sobra! sakit ng katawan ko. wish ko nga lng pwde ako magabsent kso kakaabsent ko lng kahapon eh. uwi nlng ako agd later para mkapahinga. alryt mya nlng uli! mwah to all!