Monday, May 29, 2006

may 25, 2006 - am

Hay ngyon ko lng narealize, i dont want to be a drama princess anymore. puro drama sa buhay...gusto ko nman masaya, exciting! pero panu nman mangyyre un? cyempre i need my friends and i need someone cyempre...hahaha hanapan nyo nman ako! ok lng cute and gwapo..hahaha pwde na rin sken un..mapagttiyagan..hehe joke joke!

happy thoughts nman this time...well sarap pla ng feeling ng naiinlove uli. i think im in love...i think lng nman...parang its a brand new you! refresh na refresh ang feeling...especially when the one you love is being so sweet to you. sending you sweet messages...haaay tlga...i think love is in my air right now...love that i hope will never last. ngyon lng uli nangyre sken toh eh...i love listening to love songs again...day dreaming haha d nman msama eh..blooming nga daw ako sbe ng boss ko dto..well cyempre kelangan lge ako maganda..hay hirap tlga magpaganda kht maganda na...feeling!cya nlng lge naiicp ko...always looking forward to see him and be with him.how i wish he knows what i feel so that alm ko na rin kng ano ba tlga kme..friends?? i dunno...right now, im not thinking negative...just think positive!!!! his text messages, ohh so sweet tlga! sana sincere noh? i think so nman... ok cya eh as a whole.. his physical looks, personality, attitude as far as i know him and from what i can see he's very close to his family especially his sisters..importante un kc dba he knows how to respect a gurl..alm nya feeling ng binabastos ang gurl kc may kapatid cya..he's protective to his sister sa pagkakakita ko...malaking wish ko lng, sana he also likes me and we'll be much closer...kc why make such efforts dba kung friends lng ang pakay??? hay nagfeeling na nman ako....hehehe nwei, bsta happy ako...super duper very much happy right now with him and sana vice versa... just enjoy the moments... :)) and d ako papayag na mwla cya sken..not now when im enjoying myself with him and that im already feeling something for him...

hayy ewan ko dn ba bkt nya ko lge inaasar...mukha ko...itsura ko...height ko..lalng..ok lng nman height ko eh kc given na un :) kso pag itsura ko na pinapansin nya, mdj nkakapikon kc ayko gngnon itsura ko kc nacconscious na nga ako sa mukha ko dinadagdagan pa nya...feeling ko tuloy sobrang panget na panget na panget ko..at ayoko po ng gnung feeling...nbabawasan self confidence ko...pero minsan nakikiride nlng ako...d ako kj para mapikon nlng agd. asaran kung asaran kc aasarin ko rin cya wid his past and everything...hahaha...kahapon, joke ko cya, kumakain kc kme sa mcdo then sbe ko parang nkita ko ex nya...d naniwla???asar...tpos cya hirit nya...nkita din daw nya c hans...nagbbreak dance daw sa 'lata' ata ung term nya eh..hahaha! in a way, parang c benedict ung personality nya...personality na gusto ko...yihee! pero ung voice nya tlga ang kakaiba...parang lgeng mahinahon...na parng d nagagalit..na feeling ko pag ako ksma nya...ang daldal ng dating ko na nakakairita ung boses compared to him na kng magsasalita lng, ang hinahon! haha kkhiya tuloy...then naalala ko lng nung nagppicture kme sa fud choices...grbe ayaw umayos sa picture...kng ano ano gngwa sa mukha..kainis tlga! :) tas grbe lalng..hahaha..tas ano pla...pinakita nya sken ung pictures nila sa office...hay nku grbe ang posing! parang macho dancer na ewan na parang bading...lakas ng trip..saktong nkapink polo pa cya..d kya bading cya???haha tas eto pa pla! nagtime zone kme...laro cya stackers...sayang 1 bar nlng eh! sayang tlga! gusto ko pa nman ung tigger...tas naglaro din kme ng house of the dead..ung baril baril...dinaig ako grbe! dinaig ako magreact kc cya tipong napapasigaw pa at tumatayo sa upuan.d nman cya masyado nagenjoy at nacarried away dba? hahaha tas ngbasketball kme..grbe sa tagal ko ng naglalaro ng ganon doon, ngyon lng ako na zero..as in zero! kainis..cgro kya gnon kc wlang practice..ngyon nlng kc uli ako naglaro ng gnon after ng break up...hehe..pero saya saya saya saya tlga..enjoy na enjoy...gusto ko nga cya isama kng pwde cya sa star city..kso bka ayaw nila mich...lalng! kng pwde lng nman cya at kng gusto nla mich...nwei, nakwento ko na lhat..sana d ikwento sa iba.hahahah

pahabol, sbe daw ng mga friends nya mukha daw ako masungit.... :( pero sbe nman nya harmless nman daw ako....haha..issue ko lng, mukha ba tlga akong masungit? anong pwde kng baguhin sa mukha ko para d ako magmukhang masungit??? ayko ung gnon eh..kya wlang lumalapit eh..friendly nman ako ah! minsan mahilig lng mangbara...at mang asar...hehe pero mabait nman ako noh! d ako nangangagat...nananampal lng..joke!

hope this wont be the last time that im gonna tell our happy and unforgettable moments together..sana marami png dumating... :))

lapit na pla birthday ko...cno cno ka makakaalala??? hmmmm...sana mern nman kht papanu dba? dba?sana maging masaya birthday ko...maging sobrang memorable...i want at least one of my birthday celebs to be very memorable. with friends and loved one (kng mern dba?)..at iba cyempre ung sa family..treat ko cla..hehe first bday ko kc toh na may work na ko eh..dpat lng treat ko cla noh....looking forward on my bday...wish ko lng on that day, maging msaya ako..bday wish? madami...ayaw sbhin..bka maudlot.. :P

may 25 - 3:32 pm
bored again..im just waiting for the user testing of the system i made. mdj kinakabahan pero d yan...wla nman errors eh. :P and im also waiting for something...im waiting for him to call me up. hehe grbe miss ko na agad.. ano ba tong narramdaman ko? abnormal na ata eh. or super lng tlga ung narramdaman ko na kht sa sarili ko d ko mapaniwlaan. naicp ko lng bigla bka friend lng tlga treatment nya sken... :(( nwei well eto kanta kanta nlng para d antukin..kakaantok araw eh. kakatamad. nwei, wish me luck tomorrow..bsta wish me luck! bless me God..im listening Especially for You of MYMP right now.. ahmmmm especially for him??hehe...wla na masbe..speechless na bigla..ngiti nlng :)

may 29 – 1:00 pm
hay hope we can be more than friends…..hay uli...hope for what's best for me nlng.. what's really meant for me...come what may...

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