i want to know the truth.. but i cant ask him.. its too awkward. in the first place, who am i to ask that question? im just wondering why he's treating me like this... is there something behind that actions? or just nothing... just flirting with me.. eerrrr i dont like flirty people. why cant they just be themselves? why are there people like that? do they find satisfaction while flirting? on the other hand, maybe what im thinking is not true. maybe im just too paranoid and i dont want to happen the things that happened to me in the past. im just afraid. scared actually... thats why im so pissed off with him right now because i really dont know what his real intentions are. tpos sakto tumawag pa cya..err! honestly, im so jealous with the one i saw in his friendster. the first thing that popped out of my mind is "ang flirt mo!kinakapatid ba ng ganito?liar!!!" but who am i to say that dba? we're just friends i think. i dont have the right din nman to let him explain that. kapal ko nman un sobra! and im not like that...the truth is i just like him thats why im feeling this. im just carried away with my feelings. but i know i dont have the right namn dba? thats why....i dont know if im gonna stop or continue with what im feeling...coz i dont want to let this feeling grow if its not right.. ako lng masasaktan...not him. i need to think about this as soon as possible.....
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