just wanna let this out! im suffocated!

how i wish i knew how to quit you...
youre hurting my emotions already.
im so hurt.
i feel used!
damn you!
starting now... ill be trying my best to get you out of my mind and heart.
i want a new life.. a better life..
if living a life with you will only makes me worst, then i dont need you.
maybe without you, ill be better.
maybe without you, things will be easier.
maybe without you, i wont be limiting myself anymore.
maybe without you, i can breath freely.

i just dont know how to quit you..
knowing you'll be leaving, then probably that will be my starting point.
by then, in time, without me knowing.. im totally over you.
i want that.
im craving for that feeling.
coz right now, im still half crazy believing that you can still love me back.

in time...
in time.... life will be at its proper place.
and im positively looking forward for that.
hope that will be soon..