My Birthday

June 20 - 2006 - My most unforgettable and happiest birthday ever.. Why? Because all of my close friends and special someone were present, except for she for obvious reason. Kristian was the first one who greeted me. He called on my cellfone at 12am. Unfortunately because of so much tiredness from office work, I was already fast asleep by that time and wasn't able to answer his fone call. So sorry kristian. In my heart nman, you're the first one who greeted me. :) My morning turned out well. So many greetings from people that ive never expected to greet me. Then by lunch time, Kristian accompanied me to attend mass in Greenbelt chapel. 12:15pm is the time of the mass but we are a bit late because of him.. hehehe. Im glad he's the one im with when I had the mass. Lalng. It’s a good feeling to attend mass with someone you care about and love. Its as if youre both facing with God. Then afterwards, we took our lunch in Tokyo Tokyo Greenbelt 1. Hehehe i was late in the office after lunch. Its okay because its my day naman. Pagbigyan! By 5pm or 530pm, one of my officemates asked me to go to the pantry. Hehehe i didnt know they will treat me with cake and ice cream. Touched ako! I know now that at least im important and special to them. My bosses and officemates were there. Lalng. Its a nice feeling din pla to celebrate with your officemates especially if youre close to them. Then at exactly 6pm, i took my off from office. My most awaited time has come. So excited who will come. Gaze, Mich and I met and went to Greenbelt to look for restaurant to eat. Since I was already tired from work, we didnt roam around Greenbelt na. I suggested Big Buddha. They agreed immediately. Hehehe. From there, we waited from others to arrive. First to arrive, Arman. Naks! Punctual. Then next are Benedict and Philip. Ive never thought Benedict will really come. I didnt expect na eh coz Mich saw him with his gf going to Landmark so i thought he decided na not to come since his gf is not invited. Hehehe but thanks so much benedict for coming. I appreciated that you came even if we havent really talked to each other after the incident (...alm mo na un..) Im glad you're already talking to me and not a snob anymore. Even though, you're not the same just like before. Tahimik mo na ngyon. And so secretive even with where you are working. I really cant understand why you dont want to share it. Lalng. Nwei, its ok. at least dba? Then after that, Aileen came. Followed by my Kristian.. Hehe omit "my" word. Feel ko lng. Im glad he really came though he doesnt know my friends. Im glad because he was there to celebrate with me. I really appreciated it. So much. Haaayyy.... My feelings for him are getting deeper. And I cant stop it. Each day Im with him, its getting really deeper. Im falling for him more and more. And i cant deny it to myself. But i just need to hide it. He's doing thing unintentionally that makes me also fall for him unintentionally. There are so many things that we both like doing, eating and etc. Basta dmeng bagay na parehas kme. Funny thing, we wore the same shade of clothes on my birthday. He's wearing baby pink polo. Im wearing pink blazer. Its nice noh! D kme nagusap nyan ah. But alm nyo ba, most of the time magkaparehas kme ng color ng suot. Lalng. Sarap lng tignan. Parehas kme ng iniicp? or just a coincidence? I dont know. Then after several minutes, Martin and RC arrived. And the grand entrance......... LESTER... Waaaaah! Super late. But its ok.. At least he came to greet me. His presence is enough na khit d na cya kumain. Naks! Well, most of the time we stayed there, we just took pictures. from one place to another. Grabe, tagal tagal din kme d nagkikita ng ganon eh. Bonding! Nice... I really missed them all. My college friends. Wish we could do that again. Nwei noisiest of all - - Gaze... Always stading - - Gaze. Grabe! The night is getting late na so we decided to go home coz its tuesday! And we still have work the other day. Hay 1 day is not enough to celebrate my day tlga. :( But everything that happened that day was all worth it and worth remembering. That was really the most unforgettable birthday ive never had. I swear! Coz only that day that i felt im important to some people ive thought they will be. Presence lng nila, masaya na ko. Kaya i will always treasure that day. Especially because my close friends are there and my most special someone now. Thanks so much. I have so many pictures. Hehe. Kristian and I separated ways in MRT. I went home with Mich, Martin and Benedict. Funny thing, we used to go home together before. We four. As if its all coming back, but its not. Just that day. Kristian texted me saying sorry because he dont have any gift for me. Honestly, its not the gift that matters to me, its his presence. I arrived at home. First thing, and this is true, that i saw when i opened our door were balloons. Surprised promise! Speechless. Then my mom told me that someone came in the afternoon and gave that stuff. Its Kristian daw. There's also a cake. Speechless again. I read the small note. Its really from Kristian! Sweet! Kilig super promise. But i cant show my emotions and reactions to my mom so I immediately took the balloons and headed to my room. I called him immediately in his cellfone. I said thank you. I cant really remember how many times ive said thank you and i cant also remember if my voice during that time was loud enough for my mom and brother to hear everything that im saying. I dont care. Hehehe. Im so happy tlga. I also want to say i really love him so much but i cant. i cant do it. i dont have enough guts and courage to say it out loud. haay wish i could. That made my day more memorable and exciting! No person ever did that to me.... I mean to go to our house and give that kind of stuff to my mom and say its for me and tell him his name. So sincere promise. But mdj nahiya rin me kc liit ng bhay nman. But i think it doesnt matter to him coz he still treats me the same way he's treating me before. As my day ends, i slept with a smile. smile because im so thankful that God gave me my friends and Kristian. Seriously, mahal na mhal ko sila. And i care for them so much. Im really thankful to God for everything. I really blessed tlga. To kristian, thanks for everything. I really made my birthday real special and unforgettable. You made a great impact on my birthday. You just dont know how much you mean to me now. Hope you know it. Hope you can feel it. And hope i can say it to you. Cgro, without you, my day wont be that extra special. I can feel your sincerity because you came to attend my birthday dinner knowing that you didnt know anybody and knowing that they are all my friends. You even have the guts to talked with them. Saya saya lng. Kc kinakausap ka din nila like Mich, Aileen and Gaze. Im falling for you na tlga...more and more... This is not just infatuation but already love. Just want to ask my friends.. What do you think of him? Based on what you saw and how he treated you? Is he really sincere or what? What do you think? Or anything you want to say about him… Lalng just want to know your opinions.


To my friends... Aileen, Mich, Gaze, Arman, Benedict (na pumunta parin kht d ksma gf and we had misunderstandings in the past...), Lester (na pumunta parin kht dme gngwa office...), Philip (na sa south pa nagwwork...), RC, Martin (na kht may nangyreng d maganda sa ating dlwa...)..... Thank you so much! Thanks for coming.. I really appreciated it. Special pla ako sa inyo.. Hehehe. Touched ako! Tig- iisang MWAH! sa inyong lhat... :P Hope we can do that again... More bonding... More chikka... More of everything we used to do before in college.. Hay i missed you all.. I missed college... I missed everything we used to do all.. Puerto Galera tyong lhat pagdating ni she.... Sana matuloy.. Nwei, thanks uli and sa uulitin... Happy birthday to me....