morning..
yesterday, i almost gave in...muntik ko ng masabi sa knya ung totoong nararamdaman ko...thanks lng tlga kc naunahan ako ng hiya ko..langya tlga..pero i can say to him na na i love him...coz i think he thinks that i only love him as a friend...:( but the truth, i love him more than what he's thinking...more than the whole world could ever know.. i love him with all my heart. and given the chance for us to be together, i dont care if we didnt end up forever coz what's important to me is the present coz the present will be our guide for our future..pero im not assuming ah.. he told me na ako ung reason nya why he's so happy right now... masaya daw cya pagkausap at ktxt ako pero he's happier daw if nakita na nya ako at nkasama... he doesnt want daw to lose me. and if i went away daw from him, he will go and searh for me... and he wants to know me more pa...how sweet! so many sweet words he told me that made me fall for him even deeper.. and i can feel na sincere nman cya.. mlman mo nman dba? im sure this is not just an infatuation or an escape from my past for im sure in my heart that this is for real. This is real love. sasabog na puso ko kakatago eh...promise! punong puno na eh. and i want to tell him na... buti nlng may hiya pa ako at un ang pumipigil sken ngyon.. pero promise im super close to giving in... if you're going to ask me why i love him? i really dont knw tlga..i just felt it.. d ko expect na mangyre toh eh..it just happened.. and it happened real fast.. never felt falling this hard so fast eh... ilang weeks palng kme nagkikita nun eh...promise mern na agd... i mean, ramdam mo nman eh... tibok ng puso mo ang bilis...wla nman dhilan bkt... and i dont care if this feeling ends to nothing...

pag mahal mo cya..
sabihin mo..
kht alam mong wlang kapalit un.
ang mahalaga, nlaman nya.
at kung magalit cya...
sabihin mo:
Ang sabi ko mahal kita, hindi ko cnbeng mahalin mo rin ako...

pancin ko, ive been telling same stories over and over again..nwei, i dont care :P 4 days na kme d nagkikita...and i miss him so damn much..i just realized ung song na Ive fallen For You...i know now para knino tlga un... the msg surely is for kbramos tlga...

what is this im feeling?
i just cant explain... (i really cant explain honestly..)
when you're near...
im just not the same..
try to hide it.. (yes im trying!)
try not to show it.. (this is really hard...)
its crazy... (i agree...)
how could it be??

ive fallen for you...
finally my heart gave in... (thank God this is true!)
and ive fallen in love...
ive finally know how it feels..
so this is love..

when you said hello..
i look in your eyes..
suddenly, i felt good inside... (its not only good, its better, its best..hehe)
is this really happenin?
or am i just dreaming? (but this is real not a dream!)
i guess its true..
i cant believe.. (unbelievable tlga!)

that ive fallen for you..
finally my heart gave in..
and ive fallen in love..
ive finally know how it feels..
so this is love..

doesnt matter where i am..
thoughts of you still linger in my mind. (always....)
no matter what time of day..
ive really really fallen for you...

now ive fallen for you..
finally my heart gave in..
and ive fallen in love..
ive finally know how it feels..
so this is LOVE...

thank you Lord for giving me such a blessing.. i really can feel na youre always there for me.. and sobrang feel na feel ko na youre always answering my prayers..answering in a sense na whats best for me.. THANK YOU LORD! thank you po for everything.. I love you so much Lord..


after lunch...

out of my league...whats in this song that everytime i hear it i always feel something...its not because of who dedicates this song to me..its because of the beat...the rhythm of the song.. the message...coz i can say that the song is real beautiful tlga..it inspires me especially now that im in love.. doesnt matter to me that this is hans' song for me before...what matters is that everytime i hear this song my heart beats faster and it tells me that im so much in love right now..with whom? with kbramos....the start of the song kc is really beautiful tlga..cute ng pagkakatugtog eh..promise.

a sign that things didnt work out - il never ever talked about him in this blog... :(