temporary insanity

09-29-2008 6pm post:
argh this can't be.. i can't get you out of my mind!! argh! maybe because i'm doin' nothing now. and it so happened that i was with you awhile ago.... adding the love song background on my ipod.. that intensifies my emotion. no!!! this can't be. we haven't really go out two alone and have the chance to REALLY get to know each other so this is just nothin'... damn my heart beats so fast. i'm smiling.. shocks! am i getting insane? or i'm just in a really good mood today. well, maybe that is the reason. i'm in the mood today :D thats it! yipee!! no more no less :D

but there's one more thing... i want to see you again today. i'm a bit missin' you.. or maybe not. i don't miss you. this is nothing. gosh! i'm on denial?!?? but i can also say.. the emotion is not yet that strong. sometimes i don't like him. sometimes i do. nevermind... don't mind me. i'm out of my mind right now. just typing whatever pops in my mind...

another thing.. i'm getting myself ready for my new look.. but i'm still undecided whether to cut my hair really short or not.. but i really want a new look... haaaaaay. so hard to decide on this. this is a MAJOR decision i have to make. once i have decided on it, there is NO turning back. NO UNDO. you'll just have to accept the consequences of what you've done.... harharhar! seriousness mode... (parang love life lang... :P )

will i cut my hair or not? uhmmmm....