hay.. tagal ko ng d nagppost ah. oh well, weeks have passed and i came to realize that you cannot please everybody. mahirap pilitin ang ayaw. dont expect something in return. mahirap tlga magmahal ng kaibigan and i have accepted the fact that i will always be just his friend. ii dont wanna assume na kc mas lalo lng ako masasaktan and i guess im kinda tired na. though i still love him more than a friend. cgro ill just love him secretly nlng. masakit pero ok na ko dun. i expected so much without knowing that im expecting nothing. i exerted so much without knowing that it wont be appreciated. again, i wasnt able to stop myself from falling again...and be hurt again in the end.. here i am again... nagmahal ng sobra sobra tpos sa huli.. wla rin. its my fault.. i fall so deep. i cant help it eh. and now, i have to let it burn.. i know i can handle this and i know i can surpass this. i can hide this. i can move on eventually. but now??? i dunno... i really dunno...
dont be too sweet, i might fall even harder. let me feel dat im nothing to you though it will hurt me so bad but then it will let me realize that i should be moving on with my life without you. f*ck sh*t tlga.... im so inlove with you tlga eh... im so confused... i dunno what to do... sh*it tlga!! d nman kc nya ako mahal eh... d nya ako kayang mahalin.. :(
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hayyyy nakuuuuuu!! ayan ka na naman eh, d ka na natuto. sabagay magkakaibigan tau. hehe :D anu big grill? magyaya ka nman kc nasa bahay ako biglaan d nko makaalis noh. yaan mu n lng xa, meron naman iba jan.(jofer) hehe.
enjoi na lng kau bukas, ikain nyo na lng ako. mishu!
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